Oh the weather outside

i hate driving in the snow. i love the snow but i am so terrified that I'm gonna slide around or crash into something. about five minutes ago i almost had to drive across town in the snow but my sisters classes were canceled so i really only had to drive a VERY SCARY block. I don't believe i went over ten miles per hour the whole way, and my knuckles were white, i pretty much had to pry my fingers off the dang wheel! of course Brooke laughed at me when i threw it in park and slid back into the passenger seat and strapped myself in. what i don't understand is why i close my eyes when we slide or turn corners.....maybe if i can't see it then it's not really happening. Ha!

well i got the go ahead

Infinitely sad
terrorized by my own
fleeting thoughts
abandonment
judgment
unholy sacrifices
death...
stalking me
all these things
i think about these things
and i know,
when it comes down to it
there is no joy to bring
when the candle light is burning
and the last drop of wine
dissolving on my tongue,
and your perfect face
has been wasted
in my undeserving thoughts

um....

So here is my first blog. and i haven't even attended this class yet so i guess I'm crossing my fingers and hoping i do this right. i so was not expecting this for English class, i was thinking back to the days when i was in High School and thinking more along those lines. seriously all i can remember is my junior year teacher hated me, i must have freaked her out a little with some strange poetry or something Ha!
i wonder if i can get away with blogging poetry on here.