so all my money went to bills so i do not get to go to florida. and that pretty much sucks. and my blogging grade is horrible. which also sucks

i hate being sick, and i have been sick for three days now! and it sucks not being able to swallow water or FOOD or even spit (ew gross i know) and every morning i wake up thinking okay finally today i'll feel better...but NO!!!! not today anyway. strike three, maybe tomorrow i'll feel better.

cheese

the sharp metal collides with my skin
peeling down me
cutting deeply
to send me reeling with insanity

it's "if the shoe fits" in these times
and they do
and i did...
do what no one expected
and sent them shoes packing

and here, piled neatly
on your flowered plates, fine china, worthless expense
is a pile of me
pieces you searched for
and tore away from me
and left me, only half of me...left
i wonder as i chill in your frigid heart
if you cleaned the blade of me
if you washed the grates of my skin
if you threw away the unwanted pieces

i wonder as i chill in your icy hands
if you could be kind enough to return
your unwanted me

well my grandmother passed away last friday. she had cancer but now she is in a better place. we had to drive all the way to Clinton...which isn't that far. the funeral was very nice and it was great to see my family.